February 2011
January 2011
It's days like this that I need to remember....
Thank you <3
“And I know, knew for sure, with an absolute certainty, that this is rock bottom,...”
– Elizabeth Wurtzel (via thechocolatebrigade)
“You begin to forget what it means to live. You forget things. You forget that...”
– Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia by Marya Hornbacher (via thechocolatebrigade)
“The Babar the Elephant book is sitting in front of me. I pick it up and start...”
– James Frey (via thechocolatebrigade)
Dirtbag (Anesthetic mix) // Brad Sucks
I’m...
“In my body and in my soul I realized that I greatly need sin, I needed lust,...”
– Siddhartha by Hermann Hesse (via thechocolatebrigade)
Melting.
We’re not the same, dear, as we used to be. The seasons have changed and so have we. There was little we could say, and even less we could do To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.
Two Ambien and chain-smoking cigarettes are my only gods tonight, please help me sleep through this night as the ice melts underneath me.
I can’t take it anymore. I can’t take being seduced into repeatedly opening up my heart to torture time after time after fucking time.
I can’t take this apathy and hate while I search for the shards of happiness that I want to believe so hard are hiding somewhere in all of this.
I can’t. I literally just don’t even feel like tomorrow is worth anything anymore.
I...
unlonely:
mnchrm:
“the ice is getting thinner”...
Fuck tonight. I feel like shit, but my closest friends are going through worse, so I’m in no position to fucking complain.
Fuck Lady Luck, she’s the reason I got fucked.
“A man so painfully in love is capable of self-torture beyond belief.”
– East of Eden by John Steinbeck (via thechocolatebrigade)
“People think that a liar gains a victory over his victim. What I’ve learned is...”
– Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand (via thechocolatebrigade)
