January 2009
ha! hahaha!
leave her alone because she’s stable? you fucking pussy, stop making excuses you fucking bitch. at least admit why you really left her you scared little cunt.
salvation dammit
where the fuck are you?
pffft, rabbit and cats?
goddamn, i wish there were at least some fucking rabbits and cats.
so lonely
sometimes the world seems like just a dream, and well, maybe it is.
maybe we’ll just wake up one day, you know? as a different person, with a different life, wiht different friends; it’s not such a ridiculous thought.
a lot of poeple say grass is greener on the other side. what really, is the other side? sometimes the wisdom of elders pales is comparison to the simple imagination...
aha
what empty life is that? that one becomes tortured by thoughts of inadequecy and untrustworthy friends. simply looking back reveals the neglect of true friends, in return for pure hedonism. so alone now, but ha! msuch an illusion. there exist many friends actually, and such self-imposed doubt is merely, drug-induced depression. chemicals, ha! serotonin you sneaky bastard.
ahhhhhhh
so much anger man.
but i digress :]
the life of the wife is ended by the knife. oh how i wish it was that easy.
sickness
a manifestion of our inner karma?
or just pheonix wright?
OBJECTION
alas my heart
be fickle and weak.
it’s just so hard to say no.
oh and i forgot
to comment on why people do other unamed immoral acts. it seems to just be because of a need. a dependence on being needed. love is fickle, hard, and long. lust is short, powerful, and euphoric. which would you pick?
geez.
is there no morality anymore? people need to be educated, that this world isn’t a fucking fairy tale, and doubt isn’t discourteous, it’s required. scams, lies, deception, fuck man. it’s dog eat dog world, and the winner usually happens to be the one with the bigger vocabulary.
?
what am i supposed to do really? to many opportunities, makes me feel inadequate.
the choices we make
we gotta live with it.