December 2008
sunshine sunshine so fine.
time to fucking rethink.
holy crap
such horrible circle-jerking masturbation.
why don’t you guys just suck eachothers dicks already?
sheesh.
on second thought
hah, the world is always a hundred times worse.
and i doubted myself :]
what have i done?
was it worth it? could i just not bring myself all the way because of nervousness, or was it something deeper?
guilt, shame, horrible.
maybe i’m not such a bad person.
or maybe i am, and i’m just a good liar, especially to myself.
a girl worth fighting for.
is there really such a thing?
harbl.
life is funny. that’s what makes it so great i guess :]
the reaper and the rain.
not in anger nor in wrath
the reaper came today
an angel visited this grey path
yet sadly couldn’t stay.
tired.